Look I'm Rob and I was locked up for three years in the Texas Youth Commission for dumb stuff. I was raped and assaulted for being gay. Big surprise? I thought stuff would get easier when I got out but it didn't. There is so much hate in this world and people judge you for your past. I've made mistakes and ownwed up to them but why do people laugh at me when I say I was raped? I was 16 whan it happened and the man was 38. I was in a bad position being in a small town and the media had a field day with this stuff. It took me years to get over this. I'm 20 now and still struggling. Don't think I came out of lock down gay because I was born this way and i'm damn proud of it too. I ahve to live with the memory of the guy's hands on me. It's been 4 years and i still have nightmares. I'm trying to save the world still, even after evrything life has thrown at me. My father was a homophobic drunk who abused me to make me more like a man. He failed me at running away and I can't forogive him. I know i have too but i'll need help to do it. At one point he smuggled me to mexico and had a prostitute rape me, i was 9 years old and had no clue what was happening. But we got to stay strong and continue to be able to love and move on. Not everyone is a monster. So it would be wrong of me to judge the world on the deeds of a few people. The world is innocent of all charges that I may be tempted to hurl in it's face. Have patience as I have patience in you.
If you want to comment email me at Strife69666@yahoo.com
Links
